Friday, January 29, 2016

IN PAIN

Sabi nila : 

Mangarap ka.



A good provider and a loving companion.

Two equally gorgeous son.


Two titles after my name and another one coming. 


Personally taking care of a teenager and a toddler
in the most crucial stage of their lives,
then redeem my career soon after those
two brats have grown up a little bit.


Owning and messing the kitchen 
with nobody watching.


Budgeting. Groceries. 5 meals a day.


Able to buy the needed things.


A house to be build that is waiting 
for a final decision.




Ito LANG yung mga pangarap ko DATI.



Kaya't hindi ko maintindihan ang lohika na iwanan
ang lahat ng ito upang doon sa pupuntahan ko 
ay MULI kong pangarapin ang mga bagay na 
HETO ngayon at HAWAK KO NAMAN NA.



Ano pa nga ba ang dapat kong pangarapin?


Yung pangarap ng iba para sa akin?