Wednesday, April 28, 2010

SINO NGA BA?


Ang MAYAYAMAN?

alas-5 ng umaga, babangon upang makipag gitgitan sa trapiko para umabot sa takdang oras na ibinigay sa kausap o di kaya sa maghapong meeting upang pag-usapan o bigyan ng solusyon ang problema sa opisina.

alas-2 ng hapon, pinaka maagang tanghalian kasabay ng pagnguya ay mga tambak ng pinipirmahang papeles

alas-5 ng hapon, may dadaluhan ulit meeting o salo-salo na kailangan ng kanyang presensiya.

alas-9 ng gabi dadating sa bahay ng pagod-na pagod. hahawak pa ulit ng mga dokumento upang pasadahan ang maghapong gawain o ang kakaharapin sa pagising kinabukasan.

at matutulog ng pagod at hapo ang isip upang harapin ulit ang bukas


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Ang MAHIHIRAP?

alas-10 ng umaga babangon, mag iinat, magbubuklat ng laman ng kusina kakain, uupo, magbabasa ng diyaryo, maninigarilyo, hihilata sa papag.

alas-12 ng tanghali, kakain ng tanghalian, manunuod ng tv habang himas-himas ang tiyan.

alas-3 lalabas ng bahay, magsasabong / mag mamahjong / magto-tongits / magbibingo / makikipag-tsismisan sa kanto

alas -7 ng gabi kakain ng hapunan at maya-maya ay pupuwesto na sa kanto upang makipag-inuman ng walang humpay

alas-2 ng madaling araw dadating sa bahay ng pakanta-kanta, papaswit-paswit

at matutulog ng mahimbing upang harapin ulit ang bukas.



Sino nga ba ang mas MASARAP ang buhay?


Nagtatanong lang naman...

from FORMSPRING ME...

Questions Answered

1. are you in a relationship right now?


2. What's the secret to happiness?

think less, expect less...


3. define human.
hindi kailangang may utak, basta may puso...

4. if be asked to give up one among five of your senses, what would it be and why? 


My eyesight, I guess... most sensitive of all...

5. What's the most delicious meal you've ever had?

Lechon kawali na ang sawsaan ay patis at yung kanin may sabaw ng sinigang! yummmmyyy!!!

6. Are you afraid of dying?

Hindi... lahat tayo doon papunta... nakakatakot lang yung malaman na aalis ako ng wala man lang pala akong maiiwan na magandang alaala sa mga mahal sa buhay o aral sa mga kaibigan...

7. Who inspires you the most?

my life as it is - good and bad experiences, hurts, disappointments, frustrations, wounded heart - lessons learned from these emotions , those are my medals which inspires me to go on in life

8. given one day of power, how and where are you going to use it?

I would like to have the power to dissolve all garbage's in the world... seriously!

9. how would rose roque define freedom?

the ability to choose - and commit myself to - what is best for me.

10. Cats or Dogs?

cats
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

WALANG MAGAWA

(written-May 3,1994)

 Isang hapon
Kainitan ng araw
Nakaupo sa kawayan
Nakatanaw sa kawalan

Naroong umupo’t
Tumayo sa upuan
Hindi mapakali
Na parang kiti-kiti

Nang biglang pumitik
At bumulong sa hangin
‘ Alam ko na’ nakangiting
Sabi sa sarili

Pumasok sa loob
Kumuha ng unan
Humiga’t natulog
Sa upuang kawayan
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Monday, April 26, 2010

AMEN

(written May 02, 1994)
 
 
Just like a big brother
Exactly you are. You
Save us from our sins, just for
Us to be with you in eternity
So as to trust your Heavenly Father

Come to me O
Holy Lord. Teach me to love you, to
Reach you, to follow you
In everlasting life. Let me
Seek the Kingdom of GOD and
Trust you with all my heart



O heavenly Father, all of
Us are sinners, we are not
Really worthy to receive you.

Father, your promises
Are our only strength
Teach us to become strong in every
Hardships and trials that we are about to face. In
Everything we do, teach us to seek your Kingdom and
Righteousness, so for us to lead your path.
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ANIM NA BUWAN


MY 16 YEAR OLD BOOK OF THOUGHTS AND POEMS

I started writing 1993. Mga poems, thoughts or kung ano-ano lang. Nandito din lahat ng  addresses and birthdays ng mga close friends and people I love. I almost lost this book. Naiwanan ko siya sa Mercury Novaliches kung saan ako nag-work at nadestino dati. 3 years din siya nahiwalay sa akin. Tapos nung mapasa-kamay ko na, nawala ulit siya ng 2 taon. hindi ko alam kung saan napunta o nawaglit lang sa loob ng bahay namin dahil sa ilang pagbaha na nangyari dito sa Hagonoy.

This is where I get my blog entries for the meantime. Sinasalin ko muna hanggat wala pang gana ang utak at mga kamay ko na gumawa ng bago. Kasi naaalala ko noon, nakakapagsulat lang ako kapag malungkot ako, wasak ang puso ko, o may dinaramdam ako na hindi maganda. Ang date ng  huling entry ko sa libro na ito was October 2009.


3 bagay ang pumasok sa isip ko kung bakit kailangan ko pang i-share sa inyo to:

Una, gusto kong ipagmayabang na kahit papano may talento ako sa pagsusulat.

Pangalawa, natutuwa ako na nasa akin na ulit ang libro ko.

at Pangatlo, gusto ko lang sabihin na anim (6) na buwan na pala akong masaya.


Kalimutan nyo na lang ung pangatlo, at mag-concentrate na lang tayo sa dalawang nauna...


Baka mausog pa e.
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Saturday, April 24, 2010

SOMETIMES

 (written – April 01, 1994)

Sometimes I’m happy
Sometimes I’m sad
But it never made a difference
Because I feel so empty

Sometimes I’m in
Sometimes I’m out
But it never made a difference
Because I feel I’m alone

Sometimes I’m here
Sometimes I’m there
But it never made a difference
Because I feel so tired

Sometimes I’m looking for you
Sometimes I’m not
And it made a big difference
Because I know I’m at lost

So, please show me the way LORD
I’m tired of being alone
I feel so empty and so lost.

Just tell me LORD and I will follow you…
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Friday, April 23, 2010

BAHALA NA NGA

(written - June 1995)
1ST YEAR COLLEGE

I was hesitant to go to school, gusto ko teacher lang, but my mother wants me to become a Nurse. So, yon nag-enrol ako sa nursing school. I met a lot of people, I failed my math subject. I thought after that I can convince my Nanay to shift my course, kaya lang ayon, awa ng Diyos, I passed 1st and 2nd sem.

Ang tanong _ magka-capping kaya ako?



2ND YEAR COLLEGE

I passed 2nd year 1st sem so, I was in the capping list na. Nakakatuwa because I’m really not exerting much effort yet naipapasa ko pa rin ang subjects ko. I gained lots of friends and had boyfriend too, yun nga lang palpak ang lovelife ko… kelan kaya darating si Romeo ko. Pero okay lang, darating naman yun I know.

The question is _ I passed 2nd year, 2nd sem, pero makakaya ko kaya ang mga duties?



3rd YEAR COLLEGE

If not of the patient’s siguro sumuko na talaga ako. Buti na lang I’m a peoples person. Kaya yon, I begin to like my course na. Through our duties nagamit ko naman yung ilusyon ko na maging teacher especially in CHN during Mother’s Class. So, again with flying colors I passed my 3rd year, 1st and 2nd sem.

Kaya lang, makaka-graduate kaya ako?



4th YEAR COLLEGE

At last! I accepted and love my course na. Syempre naman nasa graduating list na ko noh!. But this is the most painful part of all. Imagine mo for four years of being together maghihiwa-hiwalay din pala kayo. Magkikita-kita pa kaya kami? But that is not the question_

Maipapasa kaya naming ang Pre-board exam?



PRE-BOARD EXAM

Well, through prayers, I passed the pre-board exam. Yun nga lang pasang-awa ang score ko - 75%... eh ano, yes or no lang naman ang sagot dun – pasado ka? – YES!

E paano na sa Board Exam?



BOARD EXAM

Grabe! I passed my course for four years huh, plus the pre-board without exerting so much effort na ginawa ko sa board exam e mukha yatang tagilid pa. Pero di bale, nag-pray naman ako kay St. Jude, kay St. Claire, kay Mama Mary at almost all saints, not to mention Brother Jesus and God the Father.

Hmm whether or not I pass the Board Exam, eh ano, wala naman akong balak magtrabaho sa hospital. Di ba nga, I really don’t like nursing?!


So, saan ka magta-trabaho?
( eh… kahit saan )


Anong klaseng trabaho?
( ah… basta kahit ano )


Makakahanap ka ba agad?


Hay naku naman, wala na ba talagang katapusan ito, I thought after graduating college tapos na.


Hmmmppp…. Bahala na nga!
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